I am "In waiting"....

Well, today I had a bit of a chance to breathe and play with my sweet babies since I have been somewhere every day and overloaded with CRAZY stuff! The oncologists office made an appointment for me to have an MRI on Monday morning at 8:30, my Mugga(heart test) at 11:00 and on Tuesday the PET scan at 7:30 AM. At first I was like ...what ...why are they waiting, but then my Mike spoke with an oncologist with family ties and he said that he was pretty impressed with how quickly everything was going so... therefore, I didn't call the dr's office back to harrass them! We will be meeting with my oncologist on Friday of next week at 2:45 to go over the test results and get a plan of action so I will probably not be updating until then! BUT pray, pray, pray !!!!!!! Just to let you in on some of my thoughts because I know how many prayer warriors are out there and will pray....So.... I have breast cancer...I can sooooo beat that, cut them off ...whatever, I'll just buy new ones :)...my fear...which I don't even want to say is that it has gone to other parts of my body that cannot be removed!!!! So my prayer is they will say...no cancer and that it is just some crazy phenomenon BUT we all know that it would be a GOD thing!!! Or that it is isolated to the breast only! Please pray that my heart is strong enough and you can see what I wrote and pray anything else, I'll take it!!!! I do pray that the Dr's know what they are doing and that the machines detect everything need be!!! Thank you all sooooooo much! Mike is not a FB junkie so I have brought him down here to see EVERYTHING and all the support and prayers...I think I may just print all the comments and stuff down and put them in a book to read over and over!!! You cannot even grasp the gratitude I have! Much love, Catherine