Please Pray for ME!!!!!!! 8.25.09

I am not a great writer of sorts...but here is my story and why I NEED any and every prayer anyone is willing to offer up!!!!!!!!!!! About 2 weeks ago I noticed a lump in my right breast and then noticed some toughening of the skin and redness. I decided I better go to the Doctor and check it out yesterday! They sent me for a mammogram and ultrasound today since my grandmother died of breast cancer! The radiologist came in and looked around a bit and said, "Unfortunately I do not have good news for you!" Some of everything he said is a blurr from then on. I was there by myself and so they called my beloved to come up! They said they could see about 4-5 solid masses and my lymph nodes were swollen and that they are 99.9% sure it is cancer! I will be having a biopsy tomorrow and should have results back by the weekend or Monday! They said I could be in the OR as early as next week for a mastectomy....they said this is a pretty urgent matter and the radiologist said that the way the masses look and the thickening of the skin and how quickly it all has changed ...he considered to possibly be a pretty aggressive type cancer. We will know 100% what kind in the next week!!!!!!!! I cannot tell you how devastated I am! I keep thinking about my kids! I love my Mike so much but what about my most precious children- how will they understand all that is going on in the next few weeks!!!! I will be having a PET scan to see if it has spread anywhere else in my body!!!!! Honestly, I pray in the name of Jesus that they are WRONG!!!!! Please shoot one up for me! As I was telling 2 of my most precious friends who came by earlier...I am usually a very private person...BUT I need a prayer any prayer!!! Thank you much!!! And thank you much for the one's already praying!!!!! In His Grip, Catherine!