Today was Herceptin only...praying no major side effects...

So today went pretty good...and not very long...I only had a Herceptin treatment! I did see my doctor and he said he talked to my surgeon this morning about me...I told him I hope it wasn't bad and that I am still praying for complete healing!!!! Ya'll...I watched the coolest movie the other night...for me anyways...someone told me about it but I was also walking through the movie store and saw it and rented it...It is called Living Proof - an original lifetime movie :)....that is based on the true story of how Dr. Slamon developed Herceptin to treat breast cancer...It was just so cool to me and explains a bit about how Herceptin can just eat the breast cancer... I loved it and now I am like where can I do a clinical trial...speaking of that...A friend of ours who has close relations with the Duke Oncology department was copying my tests to send there and as she was doing it her friend from Duke called and said ...I haven't seen your friend ...what's up...so she called me(this was yesterday) and said can I send them your stuff ...she immediately emailed them my stuff and a Dr. at Duke looked at it and made me an appointment...but then later found out that b/c of something on the scan that I need to see a different group of docs at Duke so waiting to find out what is going on there - What a God thing!!!...This is just for a second opinion...I must tell you I trust my Dr. here with everything and will stay under his care...but if someone has something else that we just don't know about ...I want it!!!! I pray that God puts me in whoevers Doctor's hands He wants!!! I really pray that I am just completely healed...have I said that yet- ha! I know that God has something planned out here and I am kind of just along for the ride..but sometimes in some split second moments when I am holding my children and/or playing with them...I think only for a second - WHY? and then think...I wanna be here for a very long time and be my babies mommy!!! I have to just rebuke those negative thoughts and know and trust in HIM who is faithful and that no matter what He is in control of all this and he does not want to harm me and/or my family and will take care of us and everything. But, friends, let me tell you I will fight with everything and anything and all things and whatever it takes to do my part in this battle!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all so much for all the prayers and for just everything!!!!!